depressed

I can not wait until this month is over. I was having a very good month until the last part turn to hell and now I am counting down the days til I go on vacation in July to Colorado with Tara to visit Candace and her family. I have been doing a lot of stressing out lately and have been in some kind of depressed mood to where I really don't want to eat for the day or I just want to sleep at times. I miss being around my best friend Candace, yes my two pain in the butt brothers and my grandparents. I even miss camping. I really don't know every many people to do anything with here in the Twin Falls area, so I just usually stay home or I try to work on the ambulance as much as I can to keep myself busy and out of the house. I should just quite being a big baby and get over everything and move on.